Day 2 – Whole30 + glass of wine

lemon with warm water
coffee, black
3 hard boiled organic eggs

peanuts, dry roasted, no salt
romaine lettuce, tomato, broccoli salad
w/Caesar dressing
w/ 2 chicken drumsticks

handful of grapes, a few strawberries
1.5 glasses, white wine

Yesterday was another SCORCHER!!!  So hot, so humid. My mom ended coming by in the evening to spend time with the children.  She brought over grapes and strawberries and chocolate chip cookies which I passed on!  I had some wine with her, and it was such a lovely evening.

I notice when I’m overeating, I’m not craving alcohol or wine, but when I’m “eating healthy” or “eating less” I certainly want a glass.  Not sure why that is.  Is it perhaps the sugar that my body wants?  Is it the COLD that my bod wants,since it’s so hot out?  Is it because it was a social situation (my mom & her boyfriend that came by) and I just wanted to “relax” & socialize a bit?  Either way, I’m way past any type of over-drinking phase of my life.  Now I just really have no issues drinking slowly, sipping, throwing in a bunch of ICE, and really watering it down as much as possible.  Drinking a glass also allows me to keep my hands busy, versus leaving them open and reaching for grub, junk food.

Also want to mention that wine/alcohol, peanuts, and Caesar dressing are NOT Whole30 compliant.


Dallas Violence, Wealth Disparity

Last night, my daughter woke up at 331am, and I fed her a whole bottle of the spinach/banana/almond milk mix that she drinks (instead of just milk), and I changed her diaper, and I put her back to bed.  She fell right asleep, but then my husband saw on his newsfeed the awful needs about Dallas.  At first I just saw a few of my PO friends on FB posting we stand with Dallas PD and DART and I had no clue what was going on.  Such incredible sad news.

So much of this violence comes down to the wealth disparity in this country.  The fact that the poor are so poor, and so many people so angry and desperate, really creates a vicious cycle that we have seen play out over and over again – so often resulting in murder.  Innocent people are killed because of so much anger so many of us carry inside.  I’m a white-pretty-educated-33 year old mom/wife/employed woman living in a clean safe well educated community.  I have NO CLUE how others feel, especially those who are different than me.  I have felt discrimination first hand for being a woman, and a pregnant woman in the workplace, but honestly, I have let it go. It’s absolute NOT how people should handle discrimination, but I dealt with it the best way I could, at the time.

Have you seen this video?

It’s sad, but it’s real.  It’s getting rougher for people out there.  And for most humans in this world.  I believe the Orlando shooter was also poor, and angry.  I believe that black people living in poor communities do what they can, what they feel they have to do to  get by.  Many times it’s illegal and dangerous and the police are also forced & many times choose to deal with this violent/dangerous/illegal backlash with violence.

It all comes down to money.  And when you follow the money trail, you realize that it has nothing to do with racism, it has nothing to do with the fact that humans don’t love each other and care for each other.  It comes down to the fact that we are growing poorer, and the very few are getting richer and richer.  So much of the most recent violence is a direct result of the wealth disparity in this country.

How can we stop this?  How can we distribute the wealth, jobs, opportunities, education, and benefits to all of our citizens?  How can we share the wealth without creating communism or socialism?  How can we be fair?  How can we make sure every single child has the right to an education, has the right to gain and grow confidence?  How can we make sure every single citizen in this country prospers in their own way, in their own life, without hurting others, without minimizing others, without taking advantage of others – and instead – becomes stronger because of their generosity?


Day 1 – Whole30, everything I ate/drank.

warm water with lemon

(I cut up several lemons and froze all of the slices, each morning I make warm water with lemon, by using the Keurig, without the insert, for the hot water, and then add a frozen lemon slice, for this little refreshing “lemon tea”.)

coffee, black
3 hard boiled organic eggs

romaine lettuce, tomato, broccoli – salad
w/ caesar dressing
w/ chicken drumsticks, grilled x 2

PM Snack:


Because it was Day 1, and I was still full from the whole July 4th weekend, where I ate anything and everything.  Especially TOO much sugar in the form of ice-cream, cookies, and other sweets and processed deliciousness.  Either way – dinner was light yesterday, just a banana, because it’s been SO HOT.  Definitely a humid heat wave has hit us – and as soon as we got home from work, we were off to the pool.  The water was awesome, even though the sun was still beating down hard.  For dinner, I made the three kids turkey & cheese wraps, grilled.  They loved them, and they are fun & easy to make too!

I made a big salad yesterday morning as well, and my husband and I both had a bowl for lunch.  I chopped up all of the above ingredients (romaine lettuce, tomato, broccoli) and added Caesar dressing.  Even though I would rather NOT use the dressing, as it’s not the healthiest, I just can’t choose not to eat the salad dry, so instead, I opt for this very low carb option.

I already woke up feeling SO MUCH BETTER this morning.  Even though I totally understand why (eat like shit, feel like shit, eat good, feel good) I still sometimes feel like OMG I can’t believe how awesome I feel.  It would be SUPER to feel good, and eat like crap, but it’s not possible for most of us.  And it’s certainly even LESS possible the older & wiser we grow.  Our bodies aren’t having it, none of it.

Why I love Whole30, and WHY I’m getting started again!

The Whole30 program really works.  It’s a PAIN to get it started, and keep it going, but if you can get past the first 10 or so days – you got it!  And if you can keep it uber clean, then you are so much further along.

I did so well with Whole30 in the past.  The first time, I ended up losing the last 10lbs of my baby weight from baby #2 on it.  And then I re-started it again in 2015 and ended up losing another 19lbs from there!  I felt so good!

In regards to CONVENIENCE, HEALTH, and ADHERENCE, it’s by far the EASIEST program out there, for both health & weight loss, and weight management.  You can continue to go on with your life, and eat anywhere, and participate in all activities.  You most likely ALWAYS have something available to eat, and it’s truly the best.

And I need to get back on the ball and commit to it forever.  And it’s POSSIBLE to do forever.  So I’m starting TODAY, Wednesday – July 6th, and I’m going to weigh myself again on Sunday – July 31st!!!! Can I get down to 149lbs?  I’m at 165 right now.  (I gained back the 19lbs I lost previously, eating the same food that kept me there!!!) And so I’m 5’6 and 149, and then 139 would be IDEAL for me!!!  Not too skinny, but super FIT and HEALTHY!

I woke up this morning feeling & looking – fat.  I have rolls around my stomach, and a chubby face.  My nose has been running for the past few days, perhaps a combo of a cold, allergies, and then DAIRY – from all of the ICE-CREAM and sweets I have been eating.  My body has aches and pains, and I’m just feeling “old”.  At 33 years YOUNG, this is not me, this is not how I want to feel!  Lastly, I have not had my period for 57 days!  This is an absolute result of SUGAR, overeating, gaining weight, and sugar throwing all of my hormones off balance!!!  When I was following Whole30 from APRIL – DECEMBER of 2015, I ended up losing 19lbs, AND my periods came every 33-35 days.  It was AWESOME to have them regular, and most importantly – my body was on track and HEALTHY!  I am a mother, a wife and a beautiful human citizen, I want to STAY on this earth, and I don’t want to be sick while I’m here.

So I’m staring Whole30, committing to it again.  Thanks for reading, and joining me on this journey!!!




When I realized that the house we purchased, and renovated, and moved into, and loved – was not efficient for our family & goals – we had to move out INSTANTLY.

And so I went to our realtor, asked him to show us town-homes in the next town over.  Within a week or so, we had an offer accepted on 3 bedroom townhouse.  We ended up renovating/upgrading the townhouse into a 4 bedroom town-home, that fits our entire GROWING family. The kids are still so little – my boy is 4 and my little girl is 1, so I know that they will continue to GROW, and utilize this space perfectly.  My stepdaughter is 14, and won’t need much more space than she already uses.

We are now a family of 5 living perfectly easily and with SO MUCH SPACE in this house.  I do de-cluttered on the daily, on the weekly!!!  I have the Vets pick up all of our unwanted, outgrown, un-needed items.  I’m also so much more conscious of what we bring INTO the house in the first place.  When we moved in, we had a lot more furniture than we do now, and in the past year and a half – we have donated and shared the pieces we no longer loved and needed.  We ended up putting away our beautiful dining room table (since we eat around the island 100% of the time) and this created so much more LIVING & FAMILY room in our open kitchen/living room.  It’s just so fabulous and wonderful and I’m so happy we made the move from HOUSE to TOWNHOUSE.

My husband is also not spending HOURS outside in the summer time and wintertime – either mowing the laws or shoveling the snow.  The house (since it was beautifully kept up and extra clean) rented easily, for a decent monthly profit, and the move was fun and stress-free.  We love our neighborhood, and neighbors, and the whole AREA, and living in this townhouse is just one step we took in the right financial direction – which is heading STRAIGHT for retirement!

Staying Motivated – Hump Day Style

I work a regular M-F, 8-5pm job.   Sometimes the weeks go by extremely fast, and sometimes they are slow like honey pouring into a tea cup!!!  I don’t do honey, but in the winter time, I make tea with honey for my big honey!

This is the type of week that is going by a bit too slow for my liking.  But I’m staying motivated and I have my goals on my mind in the following ways:

1 – Writing, blogging, reaching out to you wonderful readers & people!  Staying accountable keeps me motivated.  Using this blog as a journal helps me identify good habits, and helps keep me focused on those habits, and then also helps me identify the changes I need to make.

2 – Logging all of my grub in cronometer!  I’m under 2K in calories all this week, which is pretty AWESOME!  Cronometer shows me which foods are most nutritious, so if you are psyched by high nutrition – then this is a great app.

3 – Thinking about 1M in my Vanguard.  Due to BREXIT and the news reports about the stock market, I have NOT looked at my Vanguard, but I have continued to imagine 1K in all of my accounts!  I also am getting paid on the 1st of July, and on the 7th of July – so I’m psyched to use as much of that money as possible – and INVEST IT.

4 – Making & eating good food – for myself and my whole family. This morning we were up really early (5am or so ) and I made awesome salads for my honey and I.  Each day this week we had a ridiculous awesome – full of nutrients salad for lunch.  Cooking and feeding my family feels so good.  This keeps me happy, and motivated in my goals.  My babies get a home made smoothie each morning and each night.  On the daily they get multiple servings of banana, spinach, flax seeds, chia seeds, almond milk, avocado and organic peanut butter.

5 – Sleep.  I’m putting myself to sleep shortly after my kids go to sleep.  Even though it would be awesome to hang out with my husband, lounge around watching TV, I know how vital sleep is, and that I need it!  And so I’m putting myself to bed, and getting it.  Since my daughter is only 20 months old, she sometimes sleeps through the night, and often does not – getting up to eat a whole bottle of smoothie, or just to be up.  And it can be continuously exhausting. So early bedtime it is!  I sleep from on average 9pm – 5pm, or 10pm – 6am.

What to do, when you want to eat the WORLD.

Today is Day 8 where I’m tracking my calories, and have been under 2K for each day this past week.  And today – I feel like I want to eat it all!!!  I’m not even hungry. I’m just either anxious, or bored, or stressed – or all of the above, and I want to EAT, to distract myself, to busy myself, to soothe myself.

I have to find another way to cope with these feelings, rather than turning to comfort, processed, and EASY JUNK FOOD, that will munch those feelings away.  I usually talk myself into having something that is not good for me by saying:  I’ll just have a little.  Or I’ll just eat all this, and then eat good going forward.  And that never works.  No need to continue to lie to myself.  A little turns into a lot, and one meal turns into two weeks of crappy eating – and crappy feeling.

So first, I went for a walk.   It was going well, until my high school friend stopped me on my route and chatted me up.  I haven’t seen her for a decade+ so it was nice to connect, but my walk was cut short – because I spent a lot of time talking with her.

Now, I’m getting right back into my work day and staying productive.  I’m also fueling up on WATER, and I also have bananas, apples, and strawberries available to me – if hunger is truly an issue.

I’m going to stay strong, and I want you to stay strong as well.  No binge eating.  No overeating.  No crazy eating.  No eating the whole wide world.